back to minneapolis

today is friday - we are leaving minneapolis later this afternoon. i don't really want to go but it will so good to see all my friends. i am losing weight - hurray 288lbs. not too bad for a couple of weeks. my first goal is to get to 250 - than 225 than 200 - that should be a health weight for me. hurrah! than fucking god cause i wasn't sure i could handle being so fat. smoking is still my weakness. i am gonna wait to quit until we get back - like i can not smoke around my friends. i have a new web site - jasonpaulsmith.com



on the flight i am going to write a few reviews for my brothers web site. "Eternal Sunshine for a Spotless Mind" and "Elaine Stritch: At Liberty" both really great DVD's.



and that's the truth

Chicago Adventure

i am sitting on my ass right now. i shouldn't but i am. i went to the gym today. i weighed myself and i weigh 300 pounds. i can't believe i am this fat. so i am going to lose weight. i would like to get down to 200 pounds. i think i can do it. i hate the idea of me being this fat. i am going to a cool gym called the Cheetah gym. it's gay friendly. i haven't been feeling that great about myself lately. i need to get a job. i need to get some friends in Chicago. i need to start working on a theater project.

and that's the truth...

Day One: Packing

Ok. So today is the first day of my new adventure. I will right more soon.